this is where my heart goes

into a small knot

where some name it

gordian

my ears

and

my eyes

my soul

and

my death

i have formed an alliance

with something

and it hovers over my heart

suddenly alarming

because of a lack of love

i have loved and loved and loved

while the sunset passed over the sea

and i have loved and loved and loved

while the sunrise broke free of night's chains

because of a lack of love i fill this cup

with red red blood

i over flow the chalice with crimson

blood blood blood

who is my beloved?

who cares for me?

who sings me the lullaby

as i pull the trigger of this gun

and sink into the setting sun?